okay, so I know it's been a while...but there was just something on my mind so much that I can't sleep until I write it, so here it is....I had to get out, it's that important. I have found the one that makes me the happiest. everyone's timing is different. mine is now. I never thought at my age that this could happen. even though it hasn't been that long I know that this is the person that I was meant to be with...call it soul mates, although I never believed in it until now. in my past, I have dated a couple of guys that I potentially saw myself ending up with (because that is the whole point of dating them, right?), and yes, my heart has been broken time and time again. but it took that many times to see that this is the person I was meant to find, I just needed to be patient. it is only until I found him that I realized that the other relationships didn't work out for a reason. many tears were shed, but it was all worth it. there was nothing wrong with me. there was nothing wrong with them. God had something better for me. I hope that you don't settle. I hope that you'll find your true love. I hope that some day you will be as lucky as me. I know that some of you probably think that I am being ridiculous or out of my mind, and yes you are probably right....I am crazy for this boy. I am not asking you to understand my situation. but for you to be happy for me. I am so incredibly blessed to have him in my life.
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